such good vibes.

I am obsessed with this little jaunt in Santa Monica. I normally find 3rd street promenade a little crowded with people who have driven great lengths to spend a day close to the beach, and I get annoyed... I would rather go somewhere less.. well you get the picture, I am just not eccentric and I don't like masses, unless at Disneyland.

SO anyways.. I do however think this place is SIMPLY TO DIE FOR. SO NY, I feel like you could sit here and think you are spending an afternoon meal on the streets of NY, or better yet... THIS IS REAL- ITS HOMAGE TO LA, we have culture, and bomb places, such as TEDDYS BEANERY...

AND THE FOOD IS EVEN GOOD! American! 

Defamation to your wheels

LOOK- especially in LA, we spend a LARGE amount of valuable time in our cars... MUST YOU PLACE STICKERS AND ITEMS ON THEM?

I am a self proclaimed DISNEY FREAK. Okay, I own a season pass, I got engaged there, I stopped off at disneyworld for a few nights of my honeymoon... I went to disneyworld Paris on a weekend visit to Paris,.. I mean.. I AM ONE OF THOSE WEIRD DISNEY PEOPLE, I GET IT. BUT.. the buck stops here...
PLEASE DO NOT PLACE WEIRDO EARS ON YOUR CARS.. IT IS MAYBE EVEN WORSE THEN PIN TRADING.  That is all I have to say.

Well, I guess they do drive a golf? Maybe it's not fair of me to judge. But, still...

not my jam.

Keep the Dream ALIVE

An old friend/teammate of mine posted this on my facebook wall the other day,

and she wrote with it, this:

caught this is rome because it really hit home for me at that moment...and now i'm passing it to you because...i think you get it :) xxox

I feel like sometimes certain things just hit home. People who you haven't spoken to in years can make little gestures like this one- that just go BAM. It is those moments in life, where pieces come together.. and you go, there is a bigger picture here. Aside from the fact I had been being emotional, and harping on things such as lost and wasted dreams, this post got me thinking also about people, and our relationships. This girl, could not have been a nicer girl, a strong willed, religious, hard working girl. We may have clashed here and there, and never have been the best of friends.. but sometimes the most different from us, are the ones we may learn the most from. The key here is although I may not have always agreed, I always respected this particular persons fight. That may just be the key to success and to dreams... maybe to life. Respect. If you can live your life, and have or gain the respect of those that you come in contact with, well then- you win! 

But thank you.. old mate, for reminding me, to always, KEEP THE DREAM ALIVE, 

and do it.. 

WITH RESPECT. 

back in the saddle.

Who in the world goes on EMOTIONAL HIATUS? get it together, dramatic much?

yes.

Yesterday one of my best friends from age 6 on and I were sitting in my Daddies office, complaining to him (naturally) about the status of our lives. She has her masters in child development and just started her own business.. MAZEL TO HER, so proud.. and I was telling him I listen to "I dreamed a dream" on repeat, and cry. BIG BRUCEY (DADDY) takes one look at us, and laughs. He looks at me and goes "yes Sabrina, I see how that song really hits home for you, your life is so hard living in a beautiful home in Beverly Hills with your attorney husband. You definitely can relate to the French Revolutionists starving for a piece of bread". HA. You have to laugh, right? This from a man who has a rumor going around Newport Beach that he is severely ill and dying, and when I asked him what the heck is going on he says "next time someone asks you, tell them to be VERY VERY nice to me, because it might just be true". A SENSE OF HUMOR I AM SURE YOU ARE PICKING UP ON.
Moral of my story- I think we all have really hard times, some harder then others, but struggle is struggle.. and when we are feeling down, no one can take that away from us.

I have had quite an eventful, emotions break-down week. I made it to many different social functions, probably looking like an absolute train-wreck.. but attempting to wear bright colors ALWAYS HELP. shallow? NO.. smart! You cannot help but feel an ounce perkier with a neon pink headband with a bow on your head!

I also have been avoiding blogging because, ALL I WANNA DO IS TALK SEX AND THE CITY 2. duh. and I refuse to ruin it for all you slackers out there.

Here are some quick glimpses to moments that perked me up over the last days :

                                  memories of an old memorial day!! red, white, and blue!!

BLONDIE!! MY DEAR FRIENDS LITTLE LOVER!

HELLO KITTY BIRTHDAY BALLOONS, oh and Melissa. and Rainbow Chip frosting!

I have to use a celeb for my next little glimpse into my happy moments, because I feel to guilty posting the picture I took. I was at my other dear friends house (I made the rounds) ooh and may I throw this out there, I told her a little bit of my pathetic sob story and she told me to maybe take a XANAX hahahah that still makes me laugh, our world. and she has a HOTTIE NEIGHBOR.. THERE IS NOTHING BETTER THAN A HOT DAD.. concur? He was holding his 5 month old baby girl on his shoulders while playing with his little 3 yr. old boy on his bike.. I MEAN, SWOOON. I feel it may be a violation of human code to post the creepy picture I took on my blackberry.. so here is a hot dad for you in exchange, 

HOMEMADE ARTS AND CRAFTS AND POPSICLES IN THE SUN!

oh ya, and watching my friend, and old teacher wash my car for me at the self car wash ranks pretty high as well.. NEVER TRY IT, complete and utter night-mere, but if you need a good laugh, and you don't mind wet leather.. then APROC' NE (why not, in CZECH)

I will be dreaming.. and not listening to I dreamed a dream.. there is something to be said for POSITIVE ENERGY, I BELIEVE IT. Oh and getting dressed up in the mornings, EFFORT IS ALWAYS KEY.

Out to Lunch.

I NEED A FEW DAYS OFF 

I AM ON A...

EMOTIONAL HIATUS. 

quick Mazel

to Nicole Scherzinger...
she sure seemed thrilled to win Dancing with the Stars, one of the few shows that I don't watch.. but had to give in for EVAN LYSACEK!

Nicole... you sure are a pretty little piece of ALOHA!... even though I am quite confused how you are not considered a professional dancer when you have made a career being a PUSSYCAT DOLL.. isn't that what the Pussycat Dolls do?
BEATS ME...

dreaming of outfits

I am just you know,... online window shopping for dream outfits that I would wear to the SATC2 movie for tomorrow.

NEVER STOP DREAMING, RIGHT?

here are some numbers- all within a theme of representing at least one of the four girls!

a little Fendi number.. Charlotte.

DVF. for Miranda.

saks.com. Charlotte.

Marc by Marc. anyone could rock this beauty!

Rachel Roy- also versatile (I was just obsessed)

Herve Leger.. SAMANTHA!

Marchesa for Carrie

DO I DARE START POSTING THE SHOES I HAVE FOUND AND LUSTED?!

NEED I POST MORE? 

amen.

dreaming. always.

and so we meet again..

 I mean that in so many ways. Doesn't that saying ring true to you? 

Well,... for me, right now, it does. AND SO WE MEET AGAIN-...... 

DEAR YOU- 

you are GLEE, my happy hour of my Tuesday night. 

you are my day tomorrow, at Disneyland, my 3 story forever 21 stop, a best friends birthday dinner, and the Sex and the City 2 midnight showing... and Newport. All those things re-visited. oh and a whirlwind of emotions forcing me to burn CDs.. even w a dashboard number, who would ever think, that we would meet again? 

step by step. 

Disneyland, and so meet again Disneyland. We all have those places that are near and dear to our hearts... that we frequent for different reasons. Maybe we get pure bliss from going to the place, or maybe it isn't even somewhere we think is that great... but the memories we have made there sure make it seem great, maybe its a smell, a moment, a taste, a picture... whatever it is, we always want to revisit those special places- disneyland, represents so many things for me.

Birthday Dinner, we re-visit birthday dinners year after year, and if we are blessed enough to have close friends and family we try to celebrate their birthdays with them year after year as well.. as we hope they will do for ours. Birthdays are so silly. We have these high expectations, we are super sensitive, and most of the time... birthdays represent moments we are not going to get back, maybe I am just in a pessimistic mood? but to me.. Birthdays are great because they gather people together.. but otherwise, EVERYONE IN THE WORLD HAS ONE EVERY YEAR.. its not that novel. 

Sex and the City movie, obviously we all have TV shows, movies, songs, that just for some reason or another have a warm spot in our hearts. Sex and the City is one for me, it really played a role in my life.. still does, sometimes I find myself rationalizing real life, or explaining something using SATC as a reference. 

so many more things we re-visit in our lives. These are just a few thoughts for my tomorrow. Sometimes it is hard to revisit things of our past.. for we never wanted them to be in the past-... but I dream that we all can handle these visits, for they make us stronger.. wiser.. maybe more aware of our own selves. 

This is sort of a boring/emo post.. I admit it. But, I am who I am.. and I simply never try to hide that... hence the pugs in hot dog buns surrounded by jelly bellys and poor grammar... MAZEL TO ME.. at least I own. it. 

by the way, GLEE really was true bliss. I can just escape to another reality in that hour.. I think music does that to us... we need it. I was never an obsessed with music type of gal, I don't even bring my Ipod to the gym with me that often.. but.. in times of emotion or need, MUSIC ALWAYS HELPS. I hope you all grew up in a home with music... so important!  

back to dashboard.. I will get thru it! 

sweet dreams. 

WHO KNOWS, I MAY EVEN GET SOME BIRTHDAY CAKE TOMORROW! THINGS ARE LOOKING UP! 

By the way...

until we meet again.

and we will.